Can I please kill myself now?
I HATE stress and I don't handle it well. I don't think I'm going to pass this project.
I've burnt everything.
Burn burn burn.
I keep making unforgivable mistakes and wasting alot of my time.
Lets all overdose together shall we?
Its not only projects, ok, please.
I have so much more to worry about then you know. I'm just keep running away and not worrying about it cause, like I said, I can't take stress.
Oh well, at least theres one thing to look forward to - open house.
Perfoming. Yay=)
| Your Scent is Key Lime |
 Sassy, real, and totally smooth You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge! |
| Your Psyche is Violet |
 You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene. People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through. While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely. When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past |
Your Makeup Look Is |
 Punk Glam Eyes You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour! |
You Should Wear Plum Lip Gloss |
 Sassy, seductive, and a little dangerous. |
You've Got a Bit of a Crush |
 Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happen Did you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual? If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal. Find out if he feels the same - because he just might! |
You Are Ruby Red |
 You are warm and inviting - yet a little wild and outrageous. Well aware that you have a dual personality, you work it as much as you can! You like for people to be comfortable around you, but not at the expense of you stealing the limelight. Popular and well known, you make friends easily. You have your big personality to thank for that. |
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
 You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to take over the whole bed. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: In a very bad mood It's hard to sleep next to you because: You hog the covers. |
- Mood:
blah
of little quiet dark cafe
sippin a cuppa mocha
reminiscin bout the past
Thinking of the thoughts of you
all the happy memories
a tear rolls down my cheek
cause i know i cant look back
Cause now youre gone
walked out of my life
left me hear, alll alone
Its not like i could
call you again
cause youre
gone for good
I look at the clock, in the corner
ticking happily away
i wish i could spin it
and bring you home again
Hold you in my arms
and never let go
but then again
i know i cant
cause i know
That youre gone
right outta my life
left me sittin here all alone
its not like i could
call you again
cause youre gone
away for good
and this place where my heart once was
is broken into a milion pieces
And I cant undo the hurt it feels
cause your gone
away for good
But if I had just one chance
A chance to say goodbye
A chance to tell you that I loved you
Oh God i'd try
But youre gone
outta my life
left me hear all alone
and its not like i could
call you again
cause youre gone
away for good
- Mood:
artistic
You are a 1960s Diva |
 Bold dresses, funky boots, bright patterns. You have an eye for fashion - and make trends timeless! |
You Are Storm
| ||
 Exotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses. Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene. Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightning |
Your Inner Muse is Thalia |
 You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time! |
You Are 79% Open |
 You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly. And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint. You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you! |
Never Date a Cancer |
 Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches. And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return. Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius |
AWWWWWWW!!!!!!!'
*sigh*
*sigh*
You Could Not Be a Vampire |
 Sorry, but you're not just cut out for flesh eating, turning into a bat, and living forever. But that's okay. The sight of blood turns your stomach... without even thinking of drinking it. And while you definitely would never be a vampire, you're exactly the type of frail prey Dracula wannabe's crave. Maybe it's time to arm yourself with a cross and some nasty garlic breath! What you would like best about being a vampire: The raw power (though you wouldn't admit it to anyone) What you would like least about being a vampire: The whole killing thing |
You Need to Grow Up a Little |
 You're definitely not a kid anymore, though sometimes it's hard to tell. Your life is somewhat adult, but chances are, you aren't really satisfied with it. Whether this means getting a better job or dumping a loser boyfriend... It's definitely time for you to start living a fully adult life. |
You Are 68% Indie |
 You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal. You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure! |
You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite |
 No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet. You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic... give it time. Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait. |
You Are Definitely a Hot Chick |
 While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue. |
You Are a Chick Rocker! |
 You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) |
- Mood:
chipper
I so cannot believe this.
Read - "ALL MEN ARE BASTARDS"
(Okay, no you're not, but thats the title of the book anyways. Its absolute LOVE!=D)
- Mood: blah
| Men See You As Playful |
 Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! |
| Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating |
 Maybe you're looking for love... But mostly you're looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field. |
| Your Inner Eye Color Is Green |
 You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty. |
| What You Really Think Of Your Friends |
 Ira is your soulmate. You truly love Deebz. You consider Nadia your true friend. You know that Wani is always thinking of you. You'll remember Sham for the rest of your life. You secretly think Radi is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Yanty is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Syaz is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Syaz changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Mija is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Mija has a hidden internet romance. |
| Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 84% |
 Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off. You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by. And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day! |
| Your Birthdate: December 22 |
 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. |
| You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy |
 Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient. You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee. |
| Your Personality Profile |
 You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
| If You Were Born in 2893... |
 Your Name Would Be: Ayn Laif And You Would Be: A Cyborg |
| Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond! |
 You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...! |
| Guys Like That You're Sensitive |
 And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! |
| Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride |
 "Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one. You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun. Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic |
| You Go For Brains! |
 You want a guy with a big... brain. And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it. What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!) |
| You True Love Will Find You |
 When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there. It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you. The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone. You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way. |
- Mood: blah
for this year!
1) Where did you begin 2007?
- In the cab with Gabe Seah. mehxD
2) What was your status by Valentine's
Day?
-Single, sweetheart. Still swinging.=)
3) Were you in school (anytime this
year)?
- The entire time this year. MeheheexD
4) How did you earn your money?
- Mostly by begging my Mama for some.
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
- Yessa. Quite a few of my family ended there this year. *sigh*
6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
- Naw, not that I can't remember. I've been a good girl this year.. (Santa! Take note please!)
7) Where did you go on holiday?
- Malaysia once or twice. I didn't really travel much this year xD.
8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
- Ahhhh!!! Don't I WISH I had a thousand dollars?
9) Did you know anybody who got married?
- A few people got married in my extended family this year, but I didn't attend any. Oh, and Mija's mom. xD
10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
- Ahh, yes. I think my granduncle passed away this year. It was televised.
12) Did you move anywhere?
- To my room, to Mc Donalds, to school, to the left, to the right...
15) Are you registered to vote?
- Nope. 3 more years, and I will be. Haha.
16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
- Ahh. I don;t watch Big Brother.
17) Where do you live now?
- Teck Whye Lane. Hehehe. The same place for 10 years now.
18) Describe your birthday?
- It started off super! Swimming in the moonlight with the best company on earth xD
Then it went pretty normal like any other day.=0) Except for the BIIIIG suprise pandan fruit cake from Atah=).
And I watched The Village. The psycho thriller by M.Knight Syamalan or something liddat.
19) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2007?
- PERFORMED. Honestly!
20) What has been your favorite moment?
- Making so many new friends=)
21) What's something you learned about yourself?
- I'm pretty good with people after allxD
22) Any new additions to your family?
- Ahhh...No. Not yet, anyways=)
23.) What was your best month?
- NOVEMBER. November, was like, AWE.
24.) What music will you remember 2007 by?
- Animal Instinct, and Stupid Cupid. =D
25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
- I don't drink, but I hung out alot with Yanty this year=)
26) Made new friends?
- Yes! Plenty! And I rubbed shoulders with important people too, which was way coool. Oh, but I rubbed some shoulders the wrong way too...Oh wells=)
27) New best friend?
- YES!!! JIN LI AND YANTY!!! And lots of new buddies too! Like Nadia, and jingxian, and shahril, and sham, and putput, and radi...=D
28) Favorite Night out?
- Dancing backstage during Star. I loved those moments.=D Ah, and Nights out with the band=).
the end.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
- Mood:
cheerful
WAHAHAHAAHxD
I spent the first few hours of my birthday having the time of my life in a swimming pool at midnight.
GAH!! I loved it. AHAHAHAHAxD
I had an invigorating workout and I learnt a few things bout myself -
Little girls stick to me like glue, but I still prefer hanging around boys, cause they know FUN!!
ahahahahahaxD
And honestly, where did my little Rayyan go?
Suddenly, theres this fit thing in his place, all set with the muscles and everything!
He's like a younger, darker version of ALONG!
My best friend among the cousins luh, can say. =D
He's my brothers age, but both of them definately do NOT think alike. Yan is so mature as compared to Matin, so there.
- Mood:
busy
Yesterday, my friend accidentaly gave me a link to one of his archives on his blog.
I know I prolly shouldn't have but I had a look at it anyways.
Really sadded luh by what I found (I'm in the mood to not speak proper engrish. don't bug me pessimistic piss of shite.)
Anyways, was listening through my playlist when I found the song above. I think it totally suited that part of his blog luh.
Friend, if you're reading this, you know who you are.
AHAHAHAHAHAxD
So ANYWAYS.
Am in school right now, with Missy Nadia, PROJECTALISING.
I promise, I'm really trying, but its so HARD luh.
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