Can I please kill myself now?
I HATE stress and I don't handle it well. I don't think I'm going to pass this project.
I've burnt everything.
Burn burn burn.
I keep making unforgivable mistakes and wasting alot of my time.
Lets all overdose together shall we?
Its not only projects, ok, please.
I have so much more to worry about then you know. I'm just keep running away and not worrying about it cause, like I said, I can't take stress.
Oh well, at least theres one thing to look forward to - open house.
Perfoming. Yay=)
| Your Scent is Key Lime |
 Sassy, real, and totally smooth You're a total flirt who's always ready for a challenge! |
| Your Psyche is Violet |
 You are spiritual, intuitive, and serene. People trust you to rescue them from bad situations, and you usually come through. While you are quite enlightened, you find that your path is very lonely. When you are too violet: you can't connect to ordinary life or ordinary people When you don't have enough violet: you lack wisdom and can't learn from the past |
Your Makeup Look Is |
 Punk Glam Eyes You're the perfect mix of rock and roll meets glamour! |
You Should Wear Plum Lip Gloss |
 Sassy, seductive, and a little dangerous. |
You've Got a Bit of a Crush |
 Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happen Did you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual? If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal. Find out if he feels the same - because he just might! |
You Are Ruby Red |
 You are warm and inviting - yet a little wild and outrageous. Well aware that you have a dual personality, you work it as much as you can! You like for people to be comfortable around you, but not at the expense of you stealing the limelight. Popular and well known, you make friends easily. You have your big personality to thank for that. |
| What Your Sleeping Position Says |
 You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to take over the whole bed. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: In a very bad mood It's hard to sleep next to you because: You hog the covers. |
- Mood:
blah
of little quiet dark cafe
sippin a cuppa mocha
reminiscin bout the past
Thinking of the thoughts of you
all the happy memories
a tear rolls down my cheek
cause i know i cant look back
Cause now youre gone
walked out of my life
left me hear, alll alone
Its not like i could
call you again
cause youre
gone for good
I look at the clock, in the corner
ticking happily away
i wish i could spin it
and bring you home again
Hold you in my arms
and never let go
but then again
i know i cant
cause i know
That youre gone
right outta my life
left me sittin here all alone
its not like i could
call you again
cause youre gone
away for good
and this place where my heart once was
is broken into a milion pieces
And I cant undo the hurt it feels
cause your gone
away for good
But if I had just one chance
A chance to say goodbye
A chance to tell you that I loved you
Oh God i'd try
But youre gone
outta my life
left me hear all alone
and its not like i could
call you again
cause youre gone
away for good
- Mood:
artistic
You are a 1960s Diva |
 Bold dresses, funky boots, bright patterns. You have an eye for fashion - and make trends timeless! |
You Are Storm
| ||
 Exotic and powerful, Storm descended from a line of African priestesses. Emotions can effect your powers, but you are generally serene. Powers: controlling weather, creating winds that lift you into flight, generating lightning |
Your Inner Muse is Thalia |
 You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time! |
You Are 79% Open |
 You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly. And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint. You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you! |
Never Date a Cancer |
 Clingy, emotional, and very private - it's hard to escape a Cancer's clutches. And while Cancer will want to know everything about you, they're anything but open in return. Instead try dating: Leo, Sagittarius, Gemini, or Aquarius |
AWWWWWWW!!!!!!!'
*sigh*
*sigh*
You Could Not Be a Vampire |
 Sorry, but you're not just cut out for flesh eating, turning into a bat, and living forever. But that's okay. The sight of blood turns your stomach... without even thinking of drinking it. And while you definitely would never be a vampire, you're exactly the type of frail prey Dracula wannabe's crave. Maybe it's time to arm yourself with a cross and some nasty garlic breath! What you would like best about being a vampire: The raw power (though you wouldn't admit it to anyone) What you would like least about being a vampire: The whole killing thing |
You Need to Grow Up a Little |
 You're definitely not a kid anymore, though sometimes it's hard to tell. Your life is somewhat adult, but chances are, you aren't really satisfied with it. Whether this means getting a better job or dumping a loser boyfriend... It's definitely time for you to start living a fully adult life. |
You Are 68% Indie |
 You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal. You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure! |
You're Almost Ready to Get Married, But Not Quite |
 No doubt that you've warmed up to the idea of marriage and life long love You just aren't quite ready to follow up with your desires, yet. You may be a bit young, or a bit commitment phobic... give it time. Concentrate on guys who you can imagine being with next year. Forever can wait. |
You Are Definitely a Hot Chick |
 While your little black book isn't as thick as Paris Hilton's... You get the most dates of any girl you know It's your whole five star package that attracts men - Your looks, your charm, and your ability tie a cherry with your tongue. |
You Are a Chick Rocker! |
 You're living proof that chicks can rock You're inspired by Joan Jett and the Donnas And when you rock, you rock hard (Plus, you get all the cute guy groupies you want!) |
- Mood:
chipper
I so cannot believe this.
Read - "ALL MEN ARE BASTARDS"
(Okay, no you're not, but thats the title of the book anyways. Its absolute LOVE!=D)
- Mood: blah
| Men See You As Playful |
 Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! |
| Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating |
 Maybe you're looking for love... But mostly you're looking for fun. You could get serious with the right person. For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field. |
| Your Inner Eye Color Is Green |
 You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty. |
| What You Really Think Of Your Friends |
 Ira is your soulmate. You truly love Deebz. You consider Nadia your true friend. You know that Wani is always thinking of you. You'll remember Sham for the rest of your life. You secretly think Radi is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times. You secretly think that Yanty is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker. You secretly think that Syaz is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Syaz changes lovers faster than underwear. You secretly think Mija is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Mija has a hidden internet romance. |
| Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 84% |
 Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is Very High You've spent a lot of time introspecting, and it's really paid off. You are comfortable with who you are, and you have a life philosophy that you are happy to live by. And you're always re-evaluating what you believe. Because you learn something new about yourself each day! |
| Your Birthdate: December 22 |
 You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month. |
| You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy |
 Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient. You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee. |
| Your Personality Profile |
 You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. |
| If You Were Born in 2893... |
 Your Name Would Be: Ayn Laif And You Would Be: A Cyborg |
| Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond! |
 You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...! |
| Guys Like That You're Sensitive |
 And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! |
| Your Love Life is Like The Princess Bride |
 "Since the invention of the kiss, there have only been five kisses that were rated the most passionate, the most pure. This one left them all behind." For you, love is like a fairy tale - albeit a fairly twisted one. You believe romance is all about loyalty, fate, and a good big of goofy fun. Your love style: Idealistic yet quirky Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Perfectly romantic |
| You Go For Brains! |
 You want a guy with a big... brain. And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it. What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!) |
| You True Love Will Find You |
 When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there. It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you. The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone. You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way. |
- Mood: blah
for this year!
1) Where did you begin 2007?
- In the cab with Gabe Seah. mehxD
2) What was your status by Valentine's
Day?
-Single, sweetheart. Still swinging.=)
3) Were you in school (anytime this
year)?
- The entire time this year. MeheheexD
4) How did you earn your money?
- Mostly by begging my Mama for some.
5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
- Yessa. Quite a few of my family ended there this year. *sigh*
6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
- Naw, not that I can't remember. I've been a good girl this year.. (Santa! Take note please!)
7) Where did you go on holiday?
- Malaysia once or twice. I didn't really travel much this year xD.
8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
- Ahhhh!!! Don't I WISH I had a thousand dollars?
9) Did you know anybody who got married?
- A few people got married in my extended family this year, but I didn't attend any. Oh, and Mija's mom. xD
10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
- Ahh, yes. I think my granduncle passed away this year. It was televised.
12) Did you move anywhere?
- To my room, to Mc Donalds, to school, to the left, to the right...
15) Are you registered to vote?
- Nope. 3 more years, and I will be. Haha.
16) Who did you want to win Big Brother?
- Ahh. I don;t watch Big Brother.
17) Where do you live now?
- Teck Whye Lane. Hehehe. The same place for 10 years now.
18) Describe your birthday?
- It started off super! Swimming in the moonlight with the best company on earth xD
Then it went pretty normal like any other day.=0) Except for the BIIIIG suprise pandan fruit cake from Atah=).
And I watched The Village. The psycho thriller by M.Knight Syamalan or something liddat.
19) What's one thing you thought you'd never do but did in 2007?
- PERFORMED. Honestly!
20) What has been your favorite moment?
- Making so many new friends=)
21) What's something you learned about yourself?
- I'm pretty good with people after allxD
22) Any new additions to your family?
- Ahhh...No. Not yet, anyways=)
23.) What was your best month?
- NOVEMBER. November, was like, AWE.
24.) What music will you remember 2007 by?
- Animal Instinct, and Stupid Cupid. =D
25) Who has been your best drinking buddy?
- I don't drink, but I hung out alot with Yanty this year=)
26) Made new friends?
- Yes! Plenty! And I rubbed shoulders with important people too, which was way coool. Oh, but I rubbed some shoulders the wrong way too...Oh wells=)
27) New best friend?
- YES!!! JIN LI AND YANTY!!! And lots of new buddies too! Like Nadia, and jingxian, and shahril, and sham, and putput, and radi...=D
28) Favorite Night out?
- Dancing backstage during Star. I loved those moments.=D Ah, and Nights out with the band=).
the end.
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
- Mood:
cheerful
WAHAHAHAAHxD
I spent the first few hours of my birthday having the time of my life in a swimming pool at midnight.
GAH!! I loved it. AHAHAHAHAxD
I had an invigorating workout and I learnt a few things bout myself -
Little girls stick to me like glue, but I still prefer hanging around boys, cause they know FUN!!
ahahahahahaxD
And honestly, where did my little Rayyan go?
Suddenly, theres this fit thing in his place, all set with the muscles and everything!
He's like a younger, darker version of ALONG!
My best friend among the cousins luh, can say. =D
He's my brothers age, but both of them definately do NOT think alike. Yan is so mature as compared to Matin, so there.
- Mood:
busy
Yesterday, my friend accidentaly gave me a link to one of his archives on his blog.
I know I prolly shouldn't have but I had a look at it anyways.
Really sadded luh by what I found (I'm in the mood to not speak proper engrish. don't bug me pessimistic piss of shite.)
Anyways, was listening through my playlist when I found the song above. I think it totally suited that part of his blog luh.
Friend, if you're reading this, you know who you are.
AHAHAHAHAHAxD
So ANYWAYS.
Am in school right now, with Missy Nadia, PROJECTALISING.
I promise, I'm really trying, but its so HARD luh.
Finish The Sentence...
Love is...: a many splendoured thing...All you need is love.
I am...: who I am for a reason.
I wish...: I wasn't fat, but I can't help it much.
Boys are...: interesting and fun to watch.
Today was...: a rather ugh day.
My best friend[s] is/are: LOVE but great only when they're mano a mano.
The last person I though about was...: Sham, I think. Was reading his blog luh...
The newest text message in my inbox says...: something but I can't remember what. Later i check.
The secret i'm currently keeping...: is a whopper, to me at least.
The last thing I wastched on TV...: has been forgotten.
The song stuck in my head right now...: is Kom Igen. Mono got this, Mono got that...
The last person I talked to...: Syam. Dunno why he suddenly talk to me.
I'm wearing...: Clothes.
If my life was a movie, it'd be called...: "ALIA". Self-named movie, yo! Or else, "All She Wants".
If my life was a movie, I'd be played by...: Drew Barrymore. I don't care if she's an angmoh. I WANT DREW BARRYMORE TO PLAY ME!!!
I hate...: Hating things. Its so much better to love. Seriously.
I miss...: being 5 again. Haha.
Tonight I will...: promise to be a good girl and NOT unblock freaky egyptian dude.
Yesterday I...: said I was going to do my work when I went to McDonalds but I got into a little councelling session with Ty instead.
Tommorow...: is another day. I just hope it won't suck.
My 'type' is...: Intellectual, interesting, and musically inclined. And compassionate.
The last person I hugged was...: I haven't hugged anyone in quite a while. I forgot. Heh.
My #1 friend on my Top Friends list is...: DEEBZ!!!I think...I haven't mmet her in ages.
Snow is...: gloriously glorious.
The last thing I wrote down was...: I guess I am pretty shallow, eh?
The cheesiest pick up line ever is...: I think it depends on the person saying it.
The last thing I ate was...: a piece of chilli scrambled eggs.
My future...: is bleak. For now.
I've never...: had a proper date. Seriously.
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- Mood:
cold
Really.
And I feel very wrong.
Very very negative. Its no good!
But I have all the right to feel the way I do. *Sigh*
* So Basically... *
Name?: Alia
Age?: 17
Sex?: Female
Birth Date?: 22nd Dec
Hair Color?: Black
Eye Color?: Black
Height?: 1.58m
Weight?: 90-93. Fluctuating
Body Type?: Fluffy. HAH!
Piercings?: Yes, 2.
Tattoos?: No. Just a scar left.
What are you wearing right now?: Black stretch Jeans, Black polo tee, brown flip-flops, grey cotton jacket
Hair style at the moment?: Errr...My usual. naturally dried, and topped with a hairband.
* Favorites *
Soda?: bluek.
Food?: McSpicy? Oh man...
Drink?: I'm torn between the caramel macchiato, and the toffee latte frappe
Alcoholic Drink?: Pina Colada. Aiieee!!! (but i dont drink the alcoholic v. uh)
Time of day?: Evenings. The beautiful transitions between day and night.
Season?: Fall=)
Day of the week?: Possibly Mon for some odd reason. Naw, I like begginings.
Song at the moment?: Kom Igen
Band/Artist?: Outlandish, The STrokes, LFO, Jason Mraz, Jac, Pink Martini, Weird Al, Connie Francis, Peggy Lee, Dinah Shore, JT, Carpenters, Cranberries, Reg Spektor, Fiona Apple
Book?: There are quite a few
Subject in school?: Art, English, Math
Place in the USA?: Broadway
Place outside the USA?: Singapore. HahhxD
Color?: Purple, red, orange, green, pink, brown
Style of clothes?: Casual. Hip. Classy
Store?: Action City!!!
Mall?: PS? ahahahha. Its got EVERYTHING lah.
City?: Singapore. Im in a patriotic mood.
Website?: Youtube!
Magazine?: Beauty Black Book. Smitten!
Kind of pet?: The poofy, playful, independant kind
* Worst *
Place to be?: In the same place as my father
Class in school?: CADP
Time of dayr?: Noon. Man.
Season?: Winter. Its so cold, wet, and bleak.
Kind of pet?: The slimy or exo-skeletany types. Oh man.
Drink?: Ginseng, Bluek.
Food?: The raw kinds
Mall?: I havent met a mall I didnt like at all
Store?: another good question
Style of clothes?: Those extremely baring ones. HELLO? Those arent clothes. Those are pieces of modesty cloth.
Celebrity?: MJ. Hello? Whats wrong with being you? And this is the guy who sang Man In tHE Mirror. tsk.
Color?: pastels. Ergh. Pastels.
Book?: hmm..
Type of music?: Lyricless and loud
Website?: entah eh...Stickdeath.com
Magazine?: Teenager spore. Like Hello? chinese mag or what?
* Daily Life *
When do you get up?: Roughly around 6.30
What is your first thought?: What time is it?
What do you do first?: Get out of bed
What's your usual outfit?: t-shirt, hoodie, jeans
What's the first class of the day?: Lectures. Man.
When does school end?: every friday?
Do you see your friends?: Well TCHAH, everyday.
What do you do when you get home?: turn my lappie on
What time do you go to bed?: anytime between 8 to never
* Do you...*: I don't know, do I?
Brush your teeth daily?: Yes
Brush your hair daily?: nope
Shower daily?: yes
Sing?: yes. all the time
Dance?: yes
Party?: yeap
Get drunk?: on life, yah
Have sex?: nah
Read books?: when i can
Listening to music a lot?: always
Read magazines?: yeapp
Go online a lot?: ahahahahYES
Stay on AIM all day even with an away message?: I have that tendency
Have a religion?: Yeah. iSLAM
Have an IPod?: Yes, but its out of whack
Want an IPod?: YES. an 8gb video pls
Have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend?: no....
Play an instrument?: yeapp. most percussion, alil guitar and bass
Get sick a lot?: of certian stuff, yeah
Watch TV?: sometimes
Like MTV?: I guess. Hehe.
Like VH1?: YES.
Like the History Channel?: Yeah, why not?
Have Digital Cable?: Yeap
Have more than 500 channels on your TV?: Eh, no. Thats way too many channels
Listen to the radio?: occasionally
Still use your CD player?: ahahaha, occasionaly
Stalk people?: eh, NO! what for seh?
Have more than 200 buddies on your Buddy List?: good question. I'd say yes?
Have dial-up internet?: no!! thats ancient lah sehh...
Have AOL?: nope. im in Spore, why would i need Aol?
Know HTML?: a little
Have a GPA higher than 3.9?: no, dammit!!! I WANT ONE!!!
Get H's in honors classes?: i dont do honours class unfortunately
* Music *
Do you listen to Rap?: Yeap. Listening to it now
R & B?: yes
Blues and/or Jazz?: YES. its like...woah.
Classical?: yeah, to the amazement of some people
Pop?: yeaahh
Country?: Yessa
Emo/Scremo?: uh...sometimes?AHAHAHAHA
Heavy Metal?: no. well yes - iron maiden - sometimes
Christian?: Ahaha.I've heard it
Techno?: ahahaha. Yes.
Reggae?: Sometimes. Reggae annoys me sometimes.
Broadway Musical songs?: YESS!! OMG duh?
Oldies?: All the time
* In A Boyfriend/Girlfriend *
Hair color?: I like dark colours
Eye color?: The captivating sorts
Tattoos?: None uh.
Piercings?: one. either on the ear or lip
Favorite Music?: jazz/blues, oldies, or hip-hop preferrably
Style of clothing?: smart casual?
Body Type?: fit is nice=)
Personality or Looks?: personality is the more important one. Substance baby
Would you go out with someone just for their money?: ahahaha...nasty, but yeah.
Do you go on "Pity Dates"?: eh, no?
Does size matter?: Yes. I already carry the fluffy gene. He shouldn't
Do they have to be popular?: nope. not an issue
Does the guy ask the girl or the other way around?: either way, dosen't really matter does it?
Where do you go on the first date?: out for lunch, or a coffee maybe
Kiss on the first date?: nah, i dont think so. Maybe one on the cheek?>
Sex on the first date?: EH!!! NEVER PUT OUT ON THE FIRST DATE.
* Right Now *
Do you think you look good right now?: NO.ahahahaha. I look like shite.
Are you eating something?: nope
Are you drinking something?: nope
Are you IMing anyone?: yeap. rid and qi
Are you talking on the phone with someone?: nope
Are you talking face to face with someone?: yeap. yanty
Is anyone at your house who doesn't live there?: nope
What song are you listening to?: more than words =)
What are you watching on TV?: Some Taufik ad
What other websites do you have open?: google and calculator.com
Why are you taking this survey?: for fun laughter peace and joy
Where are you going to post it?: Livejournal
What are you going to do after this?: I'm multi tasking
* What do you Believe? *
Do you believe in ghosts?: Yeah
The afterlife?: yeah
Aliens?: illegal ones
God?: YES
The devil?: yeap
Heaven?: yes, definately
Hell?: uhuh. balance
Scientology?: ahahahahahahahahahahaha
Hinduism?: err no
Buddhism?: the zen stuff yeah
Christianity?: the ancient context, yeah
Taoism?: nope
Judism?: yeas, ancient context again
Jesus?: Yeap
Nothing?: ahahahhaha
Reincarnation?: uhuh i guess
Yourself?: i really try to
* Randoms *
Have you been on an airplane before?: yeaap
Where were you going?: Jakarta
Have you been to another country?: loads, yeah
Have you ever went to another country with your friends?: Does Msia count?
Have you ever partied in another country?: YESSA. ahahahahahahaxD
Have you ever went on a roadtrip with your friends?: yeap
Ever stayed online more than 10 hours straight?: alot
Pretended to like someone just to get popular?: uh..i think so
Talked about someone behind their back?: yes
Had someone talk about you behind your back?: yeap
Been in a fight online?: yessa, a few.
Been in a fight face to face?: quite a lot actually
Gotten yourself involved in a fight that wasn't about you?: yess.
Been called a bitch?: yes
Been called a slut/whore?: eh, no. I dont constitute as one
Been to Australia?: naw..=(
Do you like snakes?: errr, no not really
Ever cried to get your own way?: hehe yes
Ever broken a bone?: nope
Ever had to stay in the hospital for more than a week?: nope
Ever had serious surgery?: yeap. tonsils
Ever looked a porn online?: yes *sheepish*
Ever went to one of those "adult" stores?: hehh..
Ever bought clothes at Walmart?: nope, id like to try! ahahahahaxD
Ever gotten clothes from the Salvation Army?: yes, quite a few actually
Ever paid more than 100 dollars for a pair of jeans?: eh no!! thats extreme!
Ever been on stage for any reason?: yeah, couple of times
Ever been in a play?: err no
Ever been in a choir?: nope
Ever been in a band?: Yessa!! SSS, and TMP.ahahahahaxD
Do you play, or used to play, an instrument?: yeap.
Gotten a Brazilian Bikini Wax?: OH MAN!! no!!
Waxed your eyebrows?: noooooo
Waxed your legs?: Yes. Every month.
Cut yourself shaving?: yessss..owww...
Have you ever died?: .?. I've said it afew times...xD
Was this survey an good at all?: ahahhahaa kind of.
What time is it right now?: 9:11pm
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- Mood: blah
| ♥Just for starters... | |
| Do you swear to tell the truth, the WHOLE truth, so help you God?: | YES. SO HELP ME GOD. |
| What time is it?: | 1:05pm |
| What is todays date? (MM/DD/YYYY): | Sun, Dec16, 07 |
| ♥Okay lets get started... | |
| Who was the last person to call you baby?: | Ziddy=0) |
| When you're at the grocery store do you used the self checkout?: | Theres a self checkout? |
| ...do you return the cart?: | HehexD Sometimes. |
| What is your relationship status? (single, taken...etc.): | Single. Bah. |
| Has anyone ever sang to you?: | Yes, but not really. |
| Has anyone ever given you roses? when?: | Yeap. Once. Qi babes cause she couldn't make Star=) |
| If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?: | I suppose? For like a day or 2 maybe. |
| Who do you text the most?: | Mija, Aisha, Ira, Nad, and Jinli |
| What does your last incoming text say?: | Hee. Take care gerl. Guez u calmed down already. Do project =) |
| What does your last outgoing text say?: | AhahahahaxD Im used to it? AhahaxD U 2 sehh |
| What is your favorite color?: | Red, green, brown, orange, purple, pink. The bold ones. |
| What color are your eyes?: | Black. |
| Wat is a compliment you receive way too often?: | SO CUTE! I feel like a fraud. |
| How tall are you?: | 1.58m |
| Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?: | Errr..good question. I can't remember. |
| Do you like your parents?: | My mum more than my dad. AHAHAHAHA. |
| Do you secretly like someone?: | ahaha, Kind of. Might be his guitar though. |
| Why did your last relationship end?: | Because I wasn't mentally proper |
| Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?: | When was the last time I said I loved someone? |
| Where is the furthest place you've traveled?: | Canada. Or Copenhagen? I don't know. |
| Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?: | Sleep. You can burn fats in your sleep, and sleep is the best escape. |
| Do you look more like your mom or your dad?: | Mom. Size-wise, my dad. But facial-wise, i'd say my mum. |
| How long does it take you to shower?: | between 5 min to half an hour |
| Can you do splits?: | BANANA SPLITS!!!.....no..... |
| Are you flexible?: | For a fat person, yeah I guess. |
| What movie do you want to see?: | JUNO!!! |
| What did you on New Years eve 2007?: | I went for a countdown party, reflected, threw up, cried, karaoked xD |
| Was your mom a cheerleader?: | Nah. She was a Jock! |
| Can you speak any other language besides English?: | Yeap. Conv. Malay and Bahasa Indon |
| What is the last letter of your middle name?: | I don't have a middle name. |
| How many hours of sleep did you get last night?: | Good question. About 4 hours? Maybe 5? |
| Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?: | Yeap. In the front seat only though. |
| Are you scared of flyying?: | No, not really. I'm terrified of Falling though. |
| What do you sleep in?: | Clothes? |
| Is your hair curly or straight?: | CURLY!!! |
| Do you have any tatoos?: | Emotional ones? heh. And 2 heartshaped tattoos. |
| Do you like funny people or serious people?: | Funny! Happy people=) |
| Have you ever been to Los Angeles?: | Not that I know off. |
| What jewelry do you wear all the time?: | I don't wear jewellery |
| What do you have planned for tonight?: | SLEEP! maybe chat with some people. heh=D |
| What is your favorite song at the moment?: | Juicebox. Ahahaha |
| What song do you HATE?: | OH MAN!!! |
| Do you like chocolate?: | YES. I LOVE CHOCOLATE. |
| Do you need a girlfriend/boyfriend to be happy?: | No, but I'd like one? |
| Are you easy to get along with?: | On the whole, I think=D |
| What is your favorite time of day?: | The time when everyone else goes to bad. Peace at last. |
| Are you a happy person?: | Generally, I think. AAHAHAHA |
| Any upcoming events you're excited about?: | YES!! hehe=D |
| ♥Aww it's over... | |
| What time is it now?: | 1:39 |
- Mood: blah
I'm too lazy to type...Sorry uh! =p
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ahahahaha!!
YES YES!! I KNOW!!!
shiaaaaa...xD
Anyways, don worry. We didn't discuss much. AhahahaxD
Ira taught me the bass chords for By The Way, the intro for Youre Beautiful, bass chords for Hey There Delilah, and chords for Love Story.
AhahahaaxD
We were thinking of doing Love Story in a rock rock kind of way. Buat macam NIGHTWISH gitu!!
But then my voice not high enough...ahahaha
and EH! The Music People has expanded for the potential B&J audits!!
We now have a total of 7 members.
ahahahahahahaxD
Ridhwan (Lead) and Herman (Keyboards) has joined the clubxD
AND, Ira is trying to get hold of a trumpet so we can have more variations!!!
Cool eh?
IM SO PSYCHED LAH!!!
So, all in all, The Music People is like this:-
1) Alia [Vocalist]
2) Nad [Bassist]
3) Iman [Drummer]
4) Rid [Lead]
5) Mo [Rhythm]
6) Herman [Keyboards]
7) Ira [guitar & potential trumpet]
!!!
We planning to shuffle roles for variation uh.
Eh, I write essay for you plak!
Write back!
TC!!
Alia
xoxo *hugs*
- Mood: blah
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I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage without a hard-on.
I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass.
My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong.
I don't drive in circles, at any cost.
And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost.
I never forget an important date.
You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late.
I don't watch movies with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay to remember the score.
I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch.
Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear, I can do better!
Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest????
I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.
DON'T call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.
Get it?, you DICK!?!
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I realise that I have chameleon tendencies. I tend to move my thoughts or emotions or reactions, or basically, MY WHOLE SELF, towards the invisible parallel line that seperates one group of people from another.
I know its just human, but I realise that I tend to do that much easier than most.
I have no problems adjusting with different groups of people. Unless of course they're annoying the crap out of me, in which case, I'd kill all of them unless you transfer me to another group.
Thats dangerous, isn't it.
Intellectuals, ecspecially. If you want to kill me, put me in a room of intellectuals making conversation with me. I'd die of inner-thoughts, emotions, information, and general brain overload. Its difficult when both your EQ and IQ fight for top place. I'm generally an EQ person, but I haven't got such a bad IQ, but my brain can't take both at one go. It keeps wanting to shut down.
I get dreamy, and sleepy and emotional, and i'll start blabbering, and then POOF. Gone. I'm like an iMac or an iBook or something.
Daymn.
- Mood:
pensive
no matter what.
[One] Who was your last text from?
♣ Mija
[Two] Where was your default picture
taken?
♣ At Study@Moberly
[Three] What's your FULL name?
♣ Alia Bte M.Mustafa
[Four] Your current status?
♣ Painfully Single.
[Five ] What is your current mood?
♣ Urgh.
[Six ] How old are you?
♣ 17
[Seven] If you could go back in time
and change something, would you?
♣ Yes. I'd go back to that time, and stop myself.
[Eight] What's your favorite color/s?
♣ Ooo. Red, green, brown, purple and gold, orange and pink.
[Nine] Ever had a near death
experience?
♣ Not that I know of.
[Ten] Something you do a lot?
♣ Say "Aww man!"
[Eleven] Who can you tell ANYTHING
to?
♣ Ahh!!! To ALL my Besties. And my 1st Degree Buddies. xD
[Twelve] Name someone with the same
birthday as you.
♣ Kellogs. The guy who owned Kellogs Breakfast Cereal.
[Thirteen] If you could have one
super power what would it be?
♣ To be able to conjure up little gifts for people. Giving people things make me happy=)
[Fourteen] What's the first thing
you notice about the opposite sex?
♣ If its on a visual basis, it'll be his hair. How a guy wears his hair tells you about his personality, at least thats what I feel.
Or else it'll be his voice. The second thing would be his strengths. I like figuring out peoples strengths!
[Fifteen] Favorite season?
♣ Fall. Tres romantic! Cool enough for cuddling, not too cold for walks. And the colours are gorgeous.
[Sixteen] Do you still watch kiddy
movies or tv shows?
♣ Yes, on a regular basis. At least once a month. I need my dosage of childhood.
[Seventeen] What are you eating or
drinking at the moment?
♣ Ucu's Chocolate Designer cupcakes.
[Eighteen] What language do you
speak?
♣ Predominantly English. And conversational Malay. A little Bahasa Indonesia. I recognise Smatterings of French and Spanish, some Italian swear words, and some Latin. Also random German words for some odd reason...
[Nineteen] Describe yourself in one
word.
♣ Assertive. =D
[Twenty] Do you have any tattoos?
♣ Haha. Emotional ones, yeah. And 2 heart shaped scars on my left foot - one on my kneecap, and another one on my calf.
[Twenty-one ] Who was/were the last person you hung out with?
♣ The Music People at the guitar club (minus Naddy cause she's down with the flu=( )
[Twenty-two ] What are you thinking about right now?
♣My project and how I'm prolly not gonna finish it on time. Again. HAH.
[Twenty-three] What should you be doing?
♣ My project? Haha.
[Twenty-four] Who was the last person that made you mad?
♣ My sister. She was being a Matin!!
[Twenty-five] What are you listening to?
♣ The tapping of keys and the whizzing machine noises from my laptop and fan.
[Twenty-six ] Do you like working in the yard?
♣ Maybe if I had a yard...
[Twenty-seven] Who is with you?
♣ Myself.
[Twenty-eight] Do you act different around the person you like?
♣ It depends. Sometimes I get self-concious, WHICH SUCKS ASS.
[Twenty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
♣ Black.
[Thirty] Last time you were really happy?
♣ Jamming last week with The Music People and Rosemary Woodhouse=)
- Mood:
nauseated
All the best guys are taken.
What does that mean?
It means I've got taste, and some girls agree with me.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAxD
Do you know how pain fully painful it is to still be unattracted to when all your friends have made it somehow or another?
And painfully irritating too.
Looks like I'll die a spinster or something. Unloved and unattractive.
WHY WHY WHY???
How come only girls are attracted to me uh?
And why is it that if guys think I'm funny or cute or smart or sumthing, I still do not constitute as attractive material?
I'm losing out to all the skinny sexy girls out there just cause I'm being stereotyped as a lazy fat ass. *sigh*
Okay, I am a lazy fat ass, BUT I'm a working-out, watches her damn diet, sort of lazy fat ass.
I MAKE AN EFFORT!!!
oh man. Mij likes to say that she is also still single and thus unattractive, BUT THAT IS SO NOT TRUE!!!
She got that Kanna banana attracted to her luh, and like a million other creeps, PROVING that she is attractive. HAH!!
Me? no such fucking luck.
*sigh*
People with people...let me count the ways....
1) farah and bmz
2) hanafi and gf
3)- and nad
4) mo and nad
5) syaz and zwan
6) kb and bf
7) rid and naz
8) fahmi and whoever
9) paul and gf
10) fuad and gf
11) Sha and cal
12) val and bf
13) van and bf
14) amin and gf
15) khai and gf
16) khai and gf
17) so and gf
18) naqq and bf
19) WT and gf
20) SH and ex bf
21) HQ and ex bf
22) mij and kan
23) arun and like a million other girls
24) hid and bf
25) hid and bf
26) khai and bf
27)benji and gf
28) Di and bf
29) Shir and bf
30) KV and crush gonna be gf
31) mic and supposed bf
32) gabe and gf
33) gabe and gf
34) 5za and ex bf
35) jit and gf
36) sha and ex bf
37) sha and bf
38) fiq and crush
39) syam and crush
40) ira and iman
50) riff with gf
51) rif with crush and gf
52) along and gf
53) abg wan and gf
54) abg akim and gf
55) bang cha and gf
56) abg muis and gf
57) abg muqsit and bf
58) sue and gf
59) juls and bf
60) jas and bf
61) shida and bf
OH MAN OH MAN!!!
61 olready! i can friggin go on forever luh.
I feel so damned unloved =( *sigh*
OKAY back to work.
- Mood:
sick
■ Alia
■ Alee
■ Lia
THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR
LIFE:
■ 22/12
■ 1/10
■ 23 November 2007
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 3
HOURS:
■ Eat
■ Attended class
■ Changed my desktop background
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
■ Shop
■ Laugh
■ Make someone else happy=)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
■ Laughing
■ Reading
■ Hanging out with The Music People xD
THREE PERSONS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
■ Farah
■ Hafiz Yusof
■ Sean
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO
RECEIVE:
■ Flowers=)
■ A singing contract with a reputable jazz band or a record label
■ More books ( Stuff that has to do with landscape, book illustration, Fantasy, or Chick Lits)
THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE ITEMS:
■ My little Good Luck teddy from Deebz
■ The black bag Mij helped me choose
■ Pantouffle from Huiqi
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR
HOLIDAY:
■ Broadway
■ Japan
■ West End
THREE FAVORITE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
■ One of the Care Bears
■ Striperella
■ Pegs
THREE GIRL'S/BOY'S NAMES:
■ Ramija
■ Syazwani
■ Kai Bin
THREE MALLS YOU USUALLY GO TO:
■ LOT1
■ Plaza Sing
■ Eh, thats about it.
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE FAST FOOD:
■ LJS
■ PIZZA HUT.
■ MAC.
THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
■ Green Tea
■ Iced latte
■ The invisible fibre drink
THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
■ My notebook
■ Purse
■ Emergency kit.
THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
■ Red
■ Green
■ Brown
THREE EVENTS YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD
TO:
■ SP STAR
■ Dec hols parteeehhsss
■ AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAxD 22nd Dec AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAXD
- Mood: cold
I'm in a posh and rebellious mood.
I intend to get dark purple and dark red highlights and shading, and get a jet-row earpiercing on one ear.
And I lost my phone.
Dah. Tu je.
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